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Nov. 24th, 2013 | 12:20 am
location: Bedroom floor
mood: Awake
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An entry on Livejournal! My first thoughts are mainly, “what the hell am I doing?”

I find I feel that way about a lot of things as of late. I’ve been out of school for two years, two years. I still have a hard time with the fact that I never have to go back to high school.

What the hell am I doing?

I started a livejournal mainly because I have been reading too much fanfiction and decided I needed to take up writing again. I felt I would likely need to find a place to post my writing so that others may have easy access to it, if necessary.

But, who am I and what do I do? Online I go by the name Profound Heart or Ph Ish for short, although this is really recent. I used to go by the name Perpetual-Euphoria, or just Euphoria, but I felt that, after a few years, it was time to drop that name. It just doesn’t fit me anymore. On livejournal I am content to be Ph Ish.

As for what I do? I don’t know.

Online I am an avid role player. I role play—I should say role played, as in past tense –mainly on forums. I have been out of the loop for a few years now though, role playing on and off as creativity strikes me. I joined two forums recently that I love—but then creativity left me almost as quickly. It’s like I’ve almost forgotten how to role play.

Good grief, did I just say that? I used to live and breathe writing—nothing spectacular, of course, probably as some odd coping method for life. Does that even make sense? I suppose it sounds less weird in my head.

Apart from that, I do a lot of writing just on my own. I hope to use this livejournal for that, too. I don’t really mind if anyone reads my work, and it might be nice to get some feedback.

Things that I really enjoy online, though, are reading Hetalia comics/ fanfics, Hetalia is the only fanfiction that I read, I can’t really stand others, as well as manga like Naruto, Bleach, 07 Ghost, Pandora Hearts, Loveless, and Black Butler. I have also read Rurouni Kenshin, Yu Yu Hakusho, and Fullmetal Alchemist. 07 Ghost is my favourite. I don’t like Anime that varies from the original manga; it’s just not my thing. As you can imagine, then, I really don’t watch any Anime at all.

When it comes to actually reading I’m a fantasy gal. I love my LOTR, my Dragonlance, and Forgotten Realms. Allison Croggan’s Books of Pellinor are a great read, so is Hill’s The Cry of Icemark. I haven’t met too many people also enjoy Glen Cook’s Chronicles of the Black Company or Patrick Rothfuss’s King Killer Chronicles but I hold out hope! I also have a secret love for Sherrilyn Kenyon’s Dark-Hunter novels—that’s romance, if you’re curious as to why the love is secret.

I don’t enjoy Twilight or the Hunger Games series, although I would prefer Twilight over the Hunger Games any day.

Oh, I forgot to include Harry Potter. I love Harry Potter. And the occasional HP/DM fanfic.

Something a bit less fantasy, sort of, would be, say, The Epic of Gilgamesh, the Poetic and Prose Edda’s, and The Saga’s of the Icelanders. I’m big on mythology. The Little Prince is great, too, although I don’t feel it quite fits with the other books I’ve listed.

-- That might be the extent of my offline life right there. Books! I’m jobless at the moment, unfortunately. My fiancé and I just moved back in with my mother, and finding a job has proven difficult. I lack the general manly skills my fiancé has, and this tiny little college town of mine just doesn’t want to hire me it seems. That’s exactly the reason I moved away from here to begin with, actually, good to know something’s don’t change.

And while I could probably go on forever from one subject to another, you now know pretty much all the general stuff there is to know about me. My favourite colors are blue, green, and purple! I hate my sidebar information on the right hand side of the page and Livejournal is lacking in left side sidebars! Drives me nuts, man, fucking nuts.


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